Yesterday...

 

 I spent the day

going through my accordion files from

ages past.

It was quite the "excavation".

I was very inspired

as I sifted through all of the pictures that

I have clipped and saved over the years.

It made me realize

how much I want to sew.

For me....

clothes for myself.

I need to do that more often because

it made me remember how much fun it is/was

to sew for myself.

I definitely will be doing that again soon.

Sew many pretty things....

I can sew them all.

Goodness knows

I have the fabric on hand to do it :)

Each outfit....each piece of clothing...

I'm not even sure it I can put it into words

but I did learn this:

It is all up to me.

I choose.

In order to "have" this.....

( to be able to feel good and enjoy sewing all of these pretty things for a smaller version of "me")

I must "work at it"

( get myself back in shape and to the size that I want to sew for myself again)

that's all it is.

simple and crazy difficult

all at once.

But yesterday I did good.

I was/am inspired.

 I want to sew those things.

I can and I will.

It was a very inspiring day....

I am hungry right now and

I was hungry last night before I fell asleep

but it feels good

and I know that it means I will be sewing for myself soon :)

I remember that when my stomach growls

I have a good weigh in.

So I am going to continue to look at my inspiring clippings and

sew my "small" projects and

I know that I will be sewing some awesome stuff for myself

in the very near future !!!

GO JANET !!!

:*)